so lately i've been a little stressed and a lot busy. i also find that when i'm busy i do everything in my power to not do what must be done. not good. instead of just doing everything i know i need to do i get easily distracted and try not to think about it. there's so much that i need to do right now but instead of taking some of the time when i can just relax, rest and get stuff done i find other things i need or want to do and i can't stop moving and doing. i need to remind myself to stop. breathe. and just get through what i need to. instead of spending a half hour or more each morning with my prayer journal i'll sleep. or do last mintues school work. and it's only making things worse. i need to just breath, relax, and spend time with God before i start each day. why do i get so dumb? my earthly life can't go right until i get things worked out with God.
"Let the past sleep, but let it sleep on the bosom of Christ, and go out into the irresistible future with Him."
"Never let the sense of failure corrupt your new action."